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Kelemahan gw klo mw nulis sesuatu, gw gak pnh bsa nentuin judul yg pas bwt tlsan gw.
Kdg2 gw kasih judul "Lets Dance To Get Her"
tapi trnyta isinya malah tentang makan2.
Sangat tidak nyambung.
Jadi, buat apa kita pertahankan hubungan kita !
*ehh, maap gr2 kbnykan nntn dangdut. Lha?!*

Sebenernya gw mau nulis banyak hal.
Tentang kelebayan hidup gw, kelebayan temen2 gw, kelebayan keluarga gw, kelebayan tetangga2 gw, bahkan kelebayan ikan2 di kolam rumah gw.
Tapi karena itu tuh !
Penghambat otak gw, jadinya gw gak tauu ketika udah nulis, harus gw ksh judul apah.
Jadinya tulisan gw cuma kesimpen di draft atau notes di hape gw.
Yasudahlah, ternyata menentukan kata2 yg bagus, supaya orang mau ngbca tulisan kita itu trnyata gak gampang.
Maapin aq yaa, Pak Cuyip. Tiap pelajaran bpk, saia nunduk pura2 mikir, pdhal sbenernya tidur.
Ae laff Yuu, semoga UN saia dan teman2 LULUS.
AMIN.

Jadi Intinya ?

April yang aneh.
Tanggal 1 !
Tikuuz gw *peliharaan gw yang paling aneh. hehe. gak deng* tiba2 marah sama gw.
Gak tau tuwh kenapa.
Gw pikir gw punya salah apa.

TERNYATA....

APRIL MOP !

beuh, gw dikerjain.
Sial.
Gw udah takut ajaa kalo dia marah, lebih nyeremin daripada gajah ngamuk.
hehehe.

Sekarang gantian ahh, gw mw ngerjain dia.
Semoga dia blom baca postingan gw.
hahaha.

JADI INTINYA ???

Ujian Nasional

Iyyh, waw.
20 hari lagii !
Kata bokap, "udah, anggep aja kayak lagii ulangan biasa."
beuhh, yang gak ngerasain sih enak.
Yang ngejalanin UNnya ini yang nyeremin.
kata Mr. Herman, "ya sudah, anggep aja kayak ulangan blok biasa, kalo gagal yaa cuma ngulang setaun. Hahaha."
ehh buseng dahh !
Parah amad niyh !
Apa-apaan tuwh !
Nyeremin.
Haduhh2.

SEMANGAT UJIAN NASIONAL !!!

waahaa.
cuma mau akhir masa SMA gw berakhir bahagia, gw ma temen-temen dikirimin amplop sama pak pos ke rumah masing-masing truz didlm amplopnya isinya 1 kata yang bikin qta tertawa lebar.
LULUS !

hahaha.

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting.
Could it be that we have been this way before.
I know you dont't think that i am trying.
I know you're wearing thin down to the core.
But hold your breathe.
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind.
Or i wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true.
Because a boy like you is impossible to find.
Your impossible to find.
This is not what i interded.
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart.
You always thought that i was stronger.
I may of failed.
But i have loved you from the start.
Ohh.

But hold your breathe.
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind.
Or i wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true.
Because a boy like you is impossible to find.
Your impossible to find.
So breathe in so deep.
Breathe me in.
I'm yours to keep.
And hold on to your words.
Cuz talk is cheap.
And remember me tonight.
When your asleep.
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind.
Or i wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true.
Because a boy like you is impossible to find.

Tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.
Over again.
Don't make me change my mind.
Or i wont live to see another day.
I swear it's true.
Because a boy like you is impossible to find.
Your impossible to find.

Masih...

Pikiran gw masih kacau banged !
Tadi gw ngrasa gak nyaman banged dg keadaan di sekeliling gw.
Ingin lari sejauh2nya.
Ingin teriak sekencang2nya.
Sampe suara ini abiz.


huffhh...

Masih Kacau

Bener2 kacau.
Gw takut.
Takut sama rasa takut gw.

Dit, kenapa sih ?

gw takut.
Takut sama pikiran gw sendiri.
Hal yang sepele, bisa membuat gw bener2 kepikiran banged.
Gw lagi lemah.
Cengeng, gak tau dech mata gw udah segede apa !

please, help me !

Curhatan Sang Penulis

Sebenernya gak penting sih gw ngpost tulisan ini.
Tapi, gw bener2 lagi bingung sama perasaan gw sendiri.
Sama pikiran gw juga.
Pikiran gw lagi kacau banged !
Diajak ngobrol ma orang *ya iyalah,msa ma setan* gak bisa fokus.
Raga gw di rumah, tapi jiwa gw ?
Melayang entah kemana.

GW TAKUT !

yupz, itulah yang gw rasain sekarang.
Gw takut akan suatu hal yang gak pasti.
Gw takut menghadapi kenyataan.
Gw takut harus tau yang sebenarnya.
Gw takut karna gw harus menghadapi rasa takut itu sendiri.

KENAPA TAKUT ?

gak tau.
Maybe, i'm a loser.
Huffh...
I'm passed.